Wednesday, September 25, 2024

Cross-eyed god (praying to the)

Artwork by Tarek Chemaly

(Originally written in 2010)

Sometimes I feel like a childless mother, a long way from home, hiding into the church of the saint that does no miracles, praying for the cross-eyed god who’s not even worthy of a capital g,

The all seeing, see no evil, the omnipresent, hear no evil, the omnipotent, do no evil: Not doing is an act in itself. Laissez-faire in the name of the cowardice – look at me when I speak to you.

Avoidant personality and no decision is a decision in itself, just file everything under “natural disaster” or “le mal terrestre” – something that never contradicts your kindness, your infinite kindness – damn it, I said look at me when I speak to you.

No words could do you justice, just like the justice you have never done yourself. But who cares? A big PR firm to make your image glossy – repeated message, repeated dogma, repent all you sinners. Now repeat after me the story so far.